Institutional and systemic failure

Being subjected to forced or coerced medical procedures

Medical procedures that happened without your genuine informed consent. Forced psychiatric treatment. Coerced sterilization. Medical experiments. Procedures that were performed on your body without your real agreement, often justified by institutional authority or your perceived inability to decide for yourself.

Having medical procedures forced or coerced onto your body is a violation at the deepest level of ownership, the right to decide what happens to you. The justifications offered, authority, protocol, your supposed incapacity, do not undo what it was. Your body belongs to you. Everyone here starts from that premise without qualification.

What can follow an experience like this

No two people carry the same experience the same way. These are some of the effects that people with this experience often describe. Having some of them, all of them, or none of them says nothing about how real what happened to you was.

PTSD After certain experiences, the brain can get stuck, replaying what happened through flashbacks, nightmares, or sudden intense reactions to things that remind you of it. Hypervigilance The nervous system that learned to scan for danger all the time. Trust issues Trust that was broken, repeatedly, by people who were supposed to be safe. Anxiety The background hum of dread that is always there. Freeze response When the nervous system learned that neither fighting nor fleeing was possible, some people learned to go still. Dissociation Dissociation is what the nervous system does when what is happening is too much to stay present for. Depersonalization Not feeling at home in your own body. Problems with authority The original experiences with authority figures, parents, teachers, institutions, abusers, shaping the automatic response to anyone who holds power.

Nothing on this page is a diagnosis, and nothing here decides what is wrong with you, because nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you. This page exists so that when you are ready, you can find people who understand it from the inside.

You do not have to carry this alone.

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