An effect of trauma

PTSD

After certain experiences, the brain can get stuck, replaying what happened through flashbacks, nightmares, or sudden intense reactions to things that remind you of it. It can feel like the past is happening right now, in your body, even when you know you are safe.

Flashbacks have a logic, even when they feel like madness. The brain stores overwhelming moments differently from ordinary memory, unfinished and unfiled, and they replay because they were never put away properly. Talking about what happened, in a place that can hold it, is part of how those memories finally get filed as past instead of present.

It can sound like

“I have flashbacks.” “It can feel like it is still happening.” “I flinch at things that remind me of it.” “I have nightmares about it.” “I get pulled back without warning.”

If any of those sentences live in your head too, you are in good company here.

Experiences this often follows

Effects do not come from nowhere. These are some of the experiences that people who carry this one often describe. You do not need to have been through any of them for what you feel to be real.

Nothing on this page is a diagnosis, and nothing here decides what is wrong with you, because nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you. This page exists so that when you are ready, you can find people who understand it from the inside.

You do not have to carry this alone.

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