War, conflict, and organized violence

Serving in combat or a war zone

Military service that included direct combat exposure. Being in a place where death and violence were part of the daily environment. What you saw, what you did, what you lost, and what you carried home. Including the experiences that still live in your body long after the service ended.

Combat asks a person to live for a time inside conditions that the rest of the world is built to never think about. Coming home means carrying what happened among people who cannot imagine it and often do not want to. Around here you will not have to perform being fine. Others have carried theirs home too, and they know the weight.

What can follow an experience like this

No two people carry the same experience the same way. These are some of the effects that people with this experience often describe. Having some of them, all of them, or none of them says nothing about how real what happened to you was.

PTSD After certain experiences, the brain can get stuck, replaying what happened through flashbacks, nightmares, or sudden intense reactions to things that remind you of it. Hypervigilance The nervous system that learned to scan for danger all the time. Insomnia Difficulty falling asleep. Emotional numbing Not depression exactly. Startle response The nervous system calibrated to danger will flinch at sounds, movements, or surprises that others barely notice. Depression Not just sadness. Anxiety The background hum of dread that is always there. Survivor's guilt A persistent sense that you should not have survived, or should have done more, or that your survival came at someone else's expense.

Nothing on this page is a diagnosis, and nothing here decides what is wrong with you, because nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you. This page exists so that when you are ready, you can find people who understand it from the inside.

You do not have to carry this alone.

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