War, conflict, and organized violence

Experiencing unjust deportation or harmful immigration enforcement

Being deported from a country that was your home. Having family members deported or detained. Being separated from your children or parents by immigration enforcement. Living for years under the constant threat of deportation. Being held in immigration detention. The particular violence of a state deciding you do not belong in the only place you have ever known.

Enforcement that tears families apart or exiles a person from the only home they know is violence administered by paperwork. The fear before, the separation itself, the detention, the aftermath. Each stage leaves its own residue. Belonging is not something a government form can measure. You belong here regardless of what any document ever said.

What can follow an experience like this

No two people carry the same experience the same way. These are some of the effects that people with this experience often describe. Having some of them, all of them, or none of them says nothing about how real what happened to you was.

PTSD After certain experiences, the brain can get stuck, replaying what happened through flashbacks, nightmares, or sudden intense reactions to things that remind you of it. Hypervigilance The nervous system that learned to scan for danger all the time. Trust issues Trust that was broken, repeatedly, by people who were supposed to be safe. Depression Not just sadness. Anxiety The background hum of dread that is always there. Identity disturbance Not being able to answer simple questions about yourself. Prolonged grief Grief that did not follow the expected path. Problems with authority The original experiences with authority figures, parents, teachers, institutions, abusers, shaping the automatic response to anyone who holds power.

Nothing on this page is a diagnosis, and nothing here decides what is wrong with you, because nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you. This page exists so that when you are ready, you can find people who understand it from the inside.

You do not have to carry this alone.

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