Identity-based harm

Being outed without your consent

Someone telling other people something private about your sexual orientation, gender identity, or relationships before you were ready or without your permission. To your family, your workplace, your religious community, your school, or publicly online. Including the consequences that followed, whether that was rejection, losing housing or work, or losing safety.

Deciding who knows, and when, is one of the few pieces of control a person has over their own story. Having that taken changes what happens next in ways you never got a say in. What you lost is real and it is worth naming, and here you get to control your own story again.

What can follow an experience like this

No two people carry the same experience the same way. These are some of the effects that people with this experience often describe. Having some of them, all of them, or none of them says nothing about how real what happened to you was.

Emotional numbness Not depression exactly. Complex or ongoing trauma and its effects When trauma happened repeatedly, over a long time, or at the hands of people who were supposed to care for you, the effects go deeper than a single event. Insomnia or feeling unsafe enough to sleep Difficulty falling asleep. Depression Not just sadness. Making yourself small or invisible Anticipating what others need before they ask. Not knowing who you are, or experiencing multiple parts or identities A self that shifts depending on who you are with. Trouble letting people in emotionally The wall that goes up when someone tries to get close. Fear of being abandoned Not just not wanting people to leave.

Nothing on this page is a diagnosis, and nothing here decides what is wrong with you, because nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you. This page exists so that when you are ready, you can find people who understand it from the inside.

You do not have to carry this alone.

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